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where the wild things are's soundtrack will be featuring original songs by karen o and the kids. and heres the first song off the album. in my opinion, its not as godly as the arcade fire's wake up, but it goes hand in hand with the film's main theme: childhood. click here to listen.
ARGH, CAAAANT WAIT!!!! the full soundtrack will be out september 29!!!
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DAYBREAKERS!!! (jan 8. 2010!)
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i love the concept here. nowadays, it seems like EVERYONE is obsessed with vampires from the twilight sagas to the true blood series. now, it shows what the world would be like if everyone really was a vampire.. hehe.
they showed this featurette at comic con 2009! it'll make you appreciate what jonze is doing with the film even that much more. its all so great.
p.s. i hear that how theyre promoting this film is quite good. like on bus stop there are district 9 posters saying " this bus stop is only for humans. " hahahah nice. i hope this film shows the audience that at a certain point we should stop discriminating against people or ... anything! but as far as ive been alive, i think people have found usless reasons to hate and sadly, i dont think it will be going away anytime soon.
Thirst is the upcoming korean film from renowned director Park Chan-wook about wait what? a vampire you say? and it may be bloodier than his previous work, the vengeance trilogy? IMPOSSIBLE!
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EDIT: a better idea is that if you want, we should make an even exchange. my creation for your creation. i think that sounds good.
NEVER in my life have i laughed so hard at the movie theaters till i saw Bruno. rarely, does anything at the theaters make me laugh but i assume it was the combination of sacha baron cohen's ruthless acts to acheive famedome by any means--even if he has to bring peace to the palestinian and israeli fued-- and with the hint of realism that really made me have a laughing seizure in my red velvet seat. with all his satirical acts and trickery, it all came together beautifully as he further explores how gays are perceived in the u.s.
of course, this film is not for everyone. it was almost rated as NC-17. and amazingly, i wasnt really shocked with any of his ridiculous acts and more amused at the way he went about his tactics. and when i really think about it, i can almost call it a love story. yes that's right, a love story. And if you thought Borat was outrageous, DO NOT expect anything less than that from Bruno, because he will take you to the most uncomfortable places on earth that will surely make you feel like theres something up your back door. A-
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ive been trying to film more and more and this is just the first video. ive been just filming random things that will help me become a better director and such. i need to really start doing more things considering how our art show is coming up very quickly... but check out my youtube page. there is more information about this particular video and about the meaning behind the many videos i will soon make.



firstshowing.net said that "Interestingly, this is somewhat of a sequel to Disney's animated movie from 1951. "Alice, 17, attends a party at a Victorian estate only to find she is about to be proposed to in front of hundreds of snooty society types. Off she runs, following a white rabbit into a hole and ending up in Wonderland, a place she visited 10 years before yet doesn't remember."
im extremely excited how this film is going to turn out. ill keep you posted until tim burton's alice in wonderland comes out on march 5, 2010 on both 3-d and 2-d. yayyyy!
im going to new york once again! im technically leaving today at 2:30 pm. its all very very
exciting!! this time, no wasting time! we're actually going to be productive and look around! none of that bullshit being lazy and what not. i hope to come back with some fantastic images of the little things i encounter in the big apple... nonetheless, itll be an experience. so till then, see ya!
p.s. ive started to film little things and gonna finish editing them as soon as i come back, so watch out for that!
ok, the anticipation is killing me and i cannot wait for these films to come out this year!!!!!!! im very impatient and so i will cut to the chase and just list them. later, i will probably showcase the trailers individually with indepth commentary but as of right now, EVERYONE MUST CHECK THIS OUT!! (some you have already seen, some you havent. but regardless, CLICK IT!)
1. 500 days of summer: august 20.
2. inglourious basterds: august 21.
3. paper heart: august 14.
4. new york, i love you: oct 16.
5. adam: july 29.
6. gamer: sept 4.
7. moon: june 12.
8. tetro: june 11.
9. NINE!!! NOV. 25

and theres a few things you guys should watch out for:
1) a film short shot in my film production class.
2) a possible macdonalds vandalizing project (its for a good cause, i swear)
3) a possible music video in pre-production.
4) new photos.
5) i want to make a little film book but im not sure what to exactly focus on... any suggestions?
oor, a poetry book with scribbles drawn by yours truly...
6) aaaand! its set! im going to cal state long beach for film in the fall. ehh, good enough...
Of all the wicked avenues I’ve ever sold my love on
All these moments of meekness and trembling subsided
In the outright abandon of this orphan child
Home is on the highway living on soft bread and solace
I guess I’m waiting for nightfall or a solar eclipse
And to wake up half empty
Only to be filled again with mourning
He’s my evil shadow dove
My black Palamito Can’t break him like a diamond skull
I can’t seem to do so Can’t just rob him out like the
mob used to do so Like memories of porno and tearstains
and tobacco O its a miny disastro
Bigger than the ice age don’t know if baby dinosaurs
Maybe could live through it, like indians and butterflies
What’s crushed is my spirit, O I fear it is too fragile
Like fall leaves burn like paper
I always knew I would spend a lot of time alone
No one would understand me
Maybe I should go and live amongst the animals
Spend all my time amongst the animals
And on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
To be amongst the animals
Oh I’m just a fill leaf something simple and shy like that
That’s how my heart lies down beside the sidewalk
Like an empty restaurant filled with perfume and balloons
I sit and entertain the bizarre ghosts of my soul
His name still lingers maybe lactates on my tongue
Perhaps I’m just teel him for a foreign fallen destiny
Miserable but mine I look like his mother
Or Sophia Loren in a old fashioned movie
Slow motion motion I cling to my child desperate for love
On day soon my brother died made me remember all the
Subordinate feelings I cast aside
Maybe I had lied when I said I was ok
Just getting along like a little song that stops to sing and say
“Wild willow, windy winter won’t you blow through me
My who eternity”




IT IS!

It seems a group of activists in the Ukraine calling themselves the UA Resistance, invoked the spirit of Tyler Durden by lighting up the side of an apartment complex in the form of a giant smiley face. The act was done in a non-violent effort to make a statement about the corruption causing high prices on apartment flats in the country.
and now im thinking, im a huge fan of fight club and chuck palahniuk. but will i actually go this far into making a political statement...? seems stupid at first but, if it doesnt actually harm anyone, then why not...
p.s. i fucking love that quote. it defines who we are as americans and what we have become. and we're all very, very pissed off...
* i cant really give ratings to these films cause theyre almost all subjective...
january:
im not there.
the warriors.
meeting people is easy : radiohead is more brilliant than they ever were.
slumdog millionaire.
revolutionary road : i dont want to live in the suburbs. i need the city lights shining down on me.
ichi the killer :
the wrestler.
yes man : that i should start saying yes more. which i have. and now, i think i cornered myself into hanging out with certain people i dont want to.
audition.
joint security area.
three extremes.
dumplings : apparently eating babies will make you younger. and the things people do to retain their youth.
February:
the strangers : horror stories dont neccesary need to make sense anymore.
soylent green.
the odd couple : jack lemmon can play one hell of an annoying guy.
palindromes : we've been brainwashed as children to want children
suicide club.
little children. people never try to see the situation from the other side. they never want to place themselves in someone elses shoes. they will always think THEY are right. and we are wrong.
he's just not that into you : protrays women as crazier than ever. and its true. we are pretty crazy when it comes to the opposite sex.
ran.
the reader.
milk : that i should support gay marriages more passionately and vigoriously
rachel getting married : anne hathway proved herself worthy for an oscar. and the script is aaah-mazing.
the lives of others : people will always look upon each other with jealousy
eraserhead : you can make up a crazy story but if the lightings good, your film will be great
THX: 1138 :
muriel's wedding.
step up 2 : i really just want to dance.
the seafarers.
301/302.
march:
coroline : amazing. just AMAZING.
the jonas bros experience : im glad i walked out of the theatre in one piece.
trouble everyday : i never thought there could be a film that would shake me to the core of my bone like this film did. i honestly am speechless. the images, acting, music, lighting were all so haunting that if i even think about it for a second, i will get nauesous. this is good filmmaking. but honestly, i dont ever want to see this film ever again. it was like watching a car crash in slow motion. excrusiating. yet, you cant look away. you've been warned.
so there you have it. yes, i do have a life outside of my movies. but i just choose to revolve my life around them.
im honestly, completely worn out. almost 50 days of consistent movie watching. its as if i have been drowning in moving pictures...
BOLD=Watched
Man on Wire
Frozen River
Wall E
Doubt
The Visitor
The Duchess
The Wrestler
as my heart remains static in the past
sweat drips down my face
i turn to only see a boulder rapidly rolling down
i wont fear
i wont judge
i wont yell
i will accept what's already been done
so i stop in my tracks with my heart in my hand
i close my eyes with fear washed across my face
in hopes that the boulder wont crush me once again
my legs stand frigidly
sweat enveloped palms rubbing against my heart
it slows down.
a look of optimism.
smiles turn into frowns
when the sun shines, the only thing thats next is darkness
it rolls down faster and faster
i will not run
accept. accept. accept.
i stand. just stand.
the mound finally strikes
thousand bolts of light rip through my body
i open my eyes to find that i am alright.
i am ok. i am fine.
or i will be fine.
fear disappears and i look down
to see that the only thing it really took
was my heart.
my all time favorite director, stanley kubrick has had a huge impact in my life due to his iconic films.
feb. 21, 2008: A Clockwork Orange
after one kubrick film, youre hooked.
feb. 24, 2008: 2001: a space odyssey
march 1, 2008: eyes wide shut
april 7, 2008: lolita
april 10, 2008: THE SHINING!!!
wow, ive watched some amazing films this year that are seriously worth checking out.
feb. 29, 2008: harold and maude
march. 20, 2008: cecil b. demented
david lynch
march 27, 2008: mulholland dr
march 30, 2008: inland empire (honestly dont watch this at night or by yourself. i learned it the hard way..)
april 4, 2008: lady vengeance
april 14, 2008: IRREVERSIBLE!!!
april 29, 2008: brazil
may 9, 2008: 8 1/2
may 14, 2008: the piano teacher
june 25, 2008: the wackness
july 18, 2008: the fountain and the dark knight
july 29, 2008: elephant
july 30, 2008: conversations with other woman
sept. 5, 2008: blow up
dec. 4, 2008: cache
dec. 24, 2008: changeling
dec. 25. 2008: the curious case of benjamin button
whew! there are so many more films that i watched but these are the significant ones that have become my utmost favorite. i hate making resolutions cause half the time i dont accomplish them anyways but here we go.
1) watch more films (naturally)
2) get into film school
3) improve my photography skills
4) travel
5) be happy and have fun
haahhaha is that too much to ask? i hope everyone enjoyed 2008. until next year. bye!!!
those ' i <3 ny' shirts were made for a reason and anyone who buys it obviously buys it for one purpose and one purpose only: CAUSE THEY REALLY DO LOVE NEW YORK! and as a born-californian, i am sad to say that i no longer feel like a true californian after my journey to the big apple. it was such a surreal feeling that i couldnt actually fathom the the reality of the situation. i still cant believe i went and came back from new york so quickly. but i honestly, cannot wait to go back in the spring. tribeca starts the week right after my spring break so im going to have to work my magic and try to work around that. i didnt take many digital pictures but as soon as i get my film photos developed, i will post them.
i just love everything about new york. i love it how everyone wears black. i love it how everyone smokes. i love it how its all gloomy and seasonal. i just love it how it feels so damn real. even if at times it is -15 degrees with wind blowing at about 100 mph.
sjkdfssjdgksjg, and since im back in sunny ol' cali, im going to have to lock myself in my room and really try to complete my essays and portfolio for film school. also restart my membership for netflicks. i really do miss my old cinephile self. i think the only way to actually be productive is by becoming the insanely obsessive film buff that i used to be. if thats what it takes, then thats what i shall become.
and with that said,
new york, i love you!
p.s. i think im going to try to make a foreign language short about ny for my portfolio. hopefully it works out.
IM GOING TO NEW YORK CITY!!!! THIS HAS BEEN MY DREAM SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL AND IM FINALLY DOING IT. IM HONESTLY SO HONORED AND LUCKY THAT I AM ABLE TO FINALLY VISIT. I KNOW IM GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THE CITY. AHHHHHHHHHH... love it.
wendy and lucy already came out yesterday but kelly reichardt's lastest independent film starring michelle williams is sure to hit close to home. it may seem like a 'into the wild' for girls with a slightly different motive. it is about an alienated woman who decides that there is nothing keeping her in her home state of indiana and sets out to relocate to canada with her trusty dog and companion, and try to potentially seek work at a local fish cannery. just watch the trailer.
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the trailer oozes doses and doses of vulnerability. when writing this, reichardt thought of the financial crisis our country was going through and the endless amount of victims suffering from its consequences. the last scene is truly haunting to me in that williams projects the downfall of the american middle class workers. it simply isn't enough to just pass by, but the struggle and hassles one encounters ultimaltely, becomes unbearable as you can witness. its filmmaking at its most rawest.
as you can see, i was overly dressed for the event. i just wanted to look nice. IS THAT A CRIME?! i think not. shortly thereafter, i had to leave because discovery channel was coming to my school to shoot the astronomy department. the episode is called cosmic collisions or something, so watch out for that..
oh yyyyes, the preview of the documentary i did for the national guard is now up online. cccccheck it. my group had tonya as our feature national guard... and she was aaaa-mazing.
and yeaaah, ive heard so much about amoeba and never been so sally and i decided to stop by for a liiittttle visit.
look at that. seriously. it was HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE. im a fan of music but im a bigger fan of dvds. and as soon as i got to the dvd section, i started to hypervenilate. no joke. it was an astronomical amount of dvds from different countries and genres. i was like a kid in a candy covered disneyland. and the sea of cute boys didnt hurt either...
so yeaaah, i always wanted a film filled day but man, it was exhauuuusssssting...
but honestly, even though it was physically and mentally draining, I LOVE EVERY MOMENT OF IT..
fin.